I thought something big was going to happen.
I was so sure.
But the days passed one after another . . . and the horrible roller coaster ride appeared to be going off into infinity. No one could stop the madness.
I don't know if I have ever prayed so much. I know that ultimately God can and will over-rule. He sees. He knows. And He is holding His hand over those kids.
There's nothing like watching someone get sicker and sicker and sicker and being helpless to stop them from destroying themselves - And destroying themselves so fast!! I've been saying to Steve that at the rate things are going she won't live to see her children grow.
Today DSHS scheduled a meeting for later this week. No one knows what is going to happen. . . As grateful as I am that someone is finally going to throw out a life-line and attempt to save this person, the timing is awful. I wish it had happened months ago. I have obligations and plans and a plane ticket...
I know that everyone is going to need a lot of guidance from above. Pray for us.