The first day passed by pleasantly. The twins are calm and congenial. I don't know why. They worked with me to clean the house this morning. I named them Jack and Jill and we set the timer for 10 minutes at a time to see how much we could get done and to break it up. Later we went for a good long hike {more than 10 miles) and they were great. They nearly talked my ear off which is more exhausting to me then hiking ten miles. We ditched our coats and enjoyed the warm temperatures in the sun. Eventually the clouds took over the sky and we ended the long tramp in rain, but still it was warm enough. James noted that he didn't freak out about the rain - which is totally unlike him. I noted he was still hyper-vigilant over how many raindrops were falling per square inch per nano second. He can't help it. He's wired for anxiety.
There were geese and ducks and marmots and other wildlife enjoying the day out on the river... We saw trees that were chewed by beavers, and earthworms trying to cross the road. For a few seconds I had flashbacks of the nature hunts we used to go on while homeschooling the girls. All visions of replicating past excursions and the science lessons we once enjoyed evaporated when I tried to point out a marmot sunning himself on a rock. The kiddos were like, "Yup! I see it. It's really cute!" etc... Problem was no matter how hard I tried they never looked in the direction I was pointing. They never saw it. They only say what they think I want to hear. They don't get it, nor are they much interested. I keep trying.
They expect to go skiing tomorrow.... but the Ridge is closed due to pouring rain. :-( We're trying to come up with a replacement activity. Buddy's mom leaves tomorrow for 5 days. Her tribe is staying with us. I'm serious about having physical activities planned that don't include racing around the house playing hide and seek.
I think I am a bit affected. Maybe a little PTSD ? I'm on edge waiting for the other shoe to drop.... and then its fine. We couldn't have asked for a better day.
